i adore nirrimi's work, *-*

i have a yuck cold. stayed home period 1 friday then ran to school for the rest of hair and beauty and english. i shouldn't've done that, I felt worse on saturday -_- Attempted a pavlova but I added the sugar too soon so it looked like a cow pat c: mum chucked it and made a better one. I got called into work, it was cold because my work jumper was wet :c before I left I made mum a lemon cheesecake for mothers day :) I think it tastes yuck :[
Called work this morning caus I felt like absolute shit, but no one else would take my shift. so I walked to work, well, half ran because I was late (I'm always late, always). it was the worst shift I ever had. now I feel even worse :(

jakes started texting me again, I'm really not in the mood to fight with him I'm super tired. I wish I could sleep all day tomorrow -_-.

I don't think I like being invisible.

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DAD GOT ME A FILM CAMERA, IM SO HAPPY
:D :D :D

"I love you" has decreased meaning. most kids don't think before they tell someone they love them. how do you know you love someone? how do you know it's just a short infatuation or lust?
I suppose then, what else would you say to your boyfriend, "I lust you heaps," or "I like you bub," sound kinda stupid. I'd say the overuse of the phrase "I love you" is the fault of mobile phones and instant messenger. what else do you say after talking to your boyfriend or the person you like for the whole day using these technologies? 'I love you's usually fills in the texts that you can't think of anything else to say.

it's probably just how I see things, but I hate that it's used so much when it's not even half true. what else is there to say when you discover you really do love someone? "I love you" won't have a significant difference, because you've been saying it all the time.
I wish I lived in the days where people only said 'I love you' when they knew they wanted to get married. then at least you would know it was true.

how do you know you love someone?