what are we s'posed to call this year ? "oh ten"? "ten"? whatever. i know it's gunna be a shit year anyyway. year eleven with no 'proper' best friend, hardly any friends. all i have is my boyfriend who will hopefully not start hating on me any time soon, or ever for that matter. i practically cried a river on him yesterday when he came back from queensland, i missed having a bestfriend around so much.
im gunna make a looooooooot of mistakes this year. and prolly hurt some people. i can feel it already. and i dont like it at all. maybe that's just my current apathetic mood influencing eveything im feeling right now. i dont know. all i know is that 2009 was shit, why does 2010 have any reason to be any better.