I miss too many people. But I don't really .. A little bit. I'm sick of everyone changing all the time. Or maybe it's just me changing, I dunno. All I know is that I want to have control of my life, I want a best friend who will stick with me; not like all the others who have changed; and I just want one person to love who will love me for me, forever. I want to do things for myself, I want to work somewhere that I don't hate, I want the world to be a nicer place anddd blah blah. But I know that won't happen haha.
Yesterday was mine and Jarrad's six months. It feels longer than that, haha. I love him very much, <3